A Troubled Mind 2
A Troubled Mind 2 In this process of getting use to the life I have now, can be very hard at times. A struggled indeed, that I do not have all the answers for, for myself. I be so tired and over whelmed at times. I read books, listen to podcast, audio books, YouTube information, converse with people, blog, and just so many things. I cannot limit, prioritize or keep my thoughts separate from the next thought of what I take in and think. I also do not have too many people to talk to for many reasons. I have lost friends and family through this whole process and all blame is on me for the matter. Imagine that, I am the one that fought for my life or almost died. So I do feel lonely a lot and tend to hold things in which I cannot help. For those that I do talk to, or that has been there for me. They do not understand what I am going through or how hard it is for me. They just want me to snap out of it like I have ...